Some of you boys make rather entertaining pets. Take this one for instance. lil dicked wonder boy called Me about two weeks ago now. I received about five seperate calls from him in a night, totalling about three hours of talk time. Had I not logged off due to exhaustion, he would have continued. So what the hell was he into, to be able to talk that long of a time without really any breaks? Let’s see, first off he is ugly and has a little pecker. This moron is on eharmony and can’t ever get a date. Like most morons he sets his sights way too high. Like a beautiful, young woman would want anything to do with him? Maybe if he paid attention to a woman that was more homely he might have a chance. And I stress the word might. Although even with a woman that isn’t a super model, he would have to exude a certain sense of self confidence which he is massively lacking. I let him know that he should be married by now, that he is setting his sights way too high, that he has no damned confidence whatsoever and he might as well get a mail order bride that will leave him as soon as she gets here, lol. Pathetic piece of work he is and so easy to manipulate. Of course the entire conversation was fueled by rum, which I encouraged him to keep drinking. So on and on he went right into self destruction mode. Seems as though this pathetic excuse for a man needed guidence towards his self destruction. So, I gave him a task. Go to an upper class mall, hit on beautiful girls all day long, get turned down and rejected over and over again, go to the mens restroom there and attempt to be the little gay boy you know you are destined to be. The arrangement worked like this for every hand job he gave he would pay Me $5, for every blow job he gave he would pay Me $15, and every time he got fucked in his man pussy he would pay Me $30. This was on top of his weekly check in call. Every Friday I would email him a new task and a list of places to go to be My slut and to ultimately pay Me even more for his total life destruction. Please note that in no way did I encourage him to become a male prostitute. Yes it’s fine in the fantasy realm but I am in no way going to encourage any of My boys to get paid for their services and end up in jail. I won’t go there but I will encourage them to go off and do it for FREE and then pay Me out of their accounts for the priviledge of being My little whore.

This boy was so afraid of losing Me. So afraid that I would banish him from speaking with Me if he ran away. Why the hell would I do that? I know the bitch will be back, he can’t help himself. So john, aren’t you craving Me? Aren’t you craving more destruction? There is no escape you know you will end up doing it. The more you push it away, the more you want it, don’t you? Call Me now and get it over with. I’m waiting.

Goddess Clair